I was going to write a post about my time in Seattle and PAX, or the adventures I had at Dragon*Con. But in the past few days I have officially decided to move from sleepy Connecticut to Los Angeles, so that is whatâ€™s on my mind.
I moved out here to Connecticut from Seattle in January. Despite having done a cross country move before, rather recently, I am feeling a little overwhelmed. (Pardon me while I work through my emotions on my blog). The scary part is that Iâ€™m going into the unknown. I am fortunate enough to have some work lined up for the next six months or so, but after that who knows. I have given up on the corporate office world and ventured out into the unknown and unpredictable world of freelance. There are many of us out there, hacking through the dense vegetation of instability, extra work, inconsistent paychecks and lack of health insurance (donâ€™t worry Mom, Iâ€™m getting an individual plan). Â Itâ€™s comforting to know Iâ€™m not out there alone, and I guess thatâ€™s sort of the point. Projects donâ€™t come randomly from the sky (well, I guess once in a while they do), they come from friends, contacts, recommendations, twitter.
An aside on twitter, I would probably not be where I am today if it werenâ€™t for social media, especially twitter. Social media is an amazing thing; I have meet new friends, keep in touch with others, and feel a sense of community with those who share common interests. This has given me the ability to stay in touch with friends that ended up recommending me for work. I have a whole theory about networking that I should write about later.
So here I am, ready to embark on a journey into the world without that comforting steady paycheck and consistent work. When this opportunity in LA came up I was hesitant, then I realized if I had a reliable car and a significant savings I would hop in my car and drive across country no problem. So it wasnâ€™t the work, the inconsistency, the unknown that scared me, it was money. That means the only thing holding me back from my dream, a new lifestyle that seems to be meant for me, is financial. This is something I can overcome, and it is worth it. I hate to talk about money, but it has been on my mind and held me back at first, so I want to let you know. I want to encourage anyone out there that is afraid to make the leap and let them know that there are ways around it. Once you have that attitude you can do anything. (With that in mind, I have added a PayPal donations page to my website if you would like to help me pursue my dreams. The link is HERE).
As for what Iâ€™m working on? Well thereâ€™s [REDACTED] and [REDACTED], then the cruise and 3 weeks of [REDACTED], also FarkCon. Plus Iâ€™m in talks for potential work on a couple of projects with [REDACTED]. So thereâ€™s a lot going on.
I will be updating my website more often and keep you all in the loop. Thanks to everyone who has been encouraging and supportive, itâ€™s what Iâ€™ve needed to take on this next chapter of my life.
â€œThe jump is so frightening between where I am and where I want to be…because of all I may become I will close my eyes and leap!â€
–Mary Anne Radmacher